9th jan 2.30 am - lying in bed watching "Before sunset" on the laptop.
movie rating: 8.5/10. feel good factor: 5/10
9th jan 2.00 pm - watching "Girl next door" with my mum and sis.
movie rating: 7.5/10 (elisha cuthbert = rating booster). feel good factor: 6/10
9th jan 3.30 pm - struggling with french revision
french language ability: 3/10. feel good factor: -1/10
9th jan 5.00 pm - watching "American beauty"
movie rating: 9/10. feel good factor: 6/10
9th jan 7.30 pm - updating my blog for the first time in 2 and a half months.
feel good factor: 7/10
9th jan 7.40 pm - jus checked the 4D results and realised i won 20 fucking grand!!!!! $20,000!!!!
feel good factor: 11/10!!!!!!!!!
9th jan 7.41 pm - imagining all the "WHAT THE FUCK!!!" looks my nonsense generated.
feel good factor: 8/10
T. Can you hear that? Well lemme turn it up for you. _ /_
Saw that joke on "saturday night live" last night, haha really cracked me up. So its been 2 and a half months since i updated this blog of mine and so much has happened but im really too lazy to recall and type everything out so too bad, i shan't. Hmmm, on second thought maybe i shall, lets see, within the past 2 and a half months, i got married, inherited a 100 million bucks, bought a bungalow and travelled round the world. Yeah ok one things fer sure, I'm still full of shit.
I was wondering to myself, trying to figure out the hardest thing I've done in my life and while not surprisingly I didnt manage to come up with one definite incident, I could rank a few lies i told way up there. The apprehension before a lie, the nervousness while telling the lie and the guilt after the lie, all but make it an achievement by successfully pulling one off and having to live with it for the long run.
Yet on the other hand I rattle out lies for the better of good(sometimes for worse) and twist words with such ease and frequency that its become second nature to me. Yes, I admit, sometimes telling the truth and telling things the way I heard em can be impossible and I can safely say I'm not speaking for myself only. C'mon, how boring will life be without ambiguity?
Funny how one thing can be so hard and yet so easy at the same time, guess its only fair this way. After all, since its always being said how life is never fair that some other things should be made fair to balance things out. Thus with some things being fair and others being the inverse, a balance is struck between fair and unfair at the end of the day which makes everything fair.
But if you see the pivot being struck as fair den won't it be unfair cause why should the pivotal point be fair instead of unfair. At the end of the day whether things are fair or not is dependent on how you choose to perceive and accept the situation.
"Liars burn in hell" - Anon.
