Blogger land! It's been so long since I last blogged that Im surprised I still remember my pw fer this thing. Was lazing around in bed when i figured i might as well come update this thing seein that when I go into bmt next fri, there'll be hardly any chance to blog even if i wanted to. That and cause I was feelin bored. Fuck la ns sucks big time..... Maybe the yanster was right in guessin im sufferin frm depression. Haha so yan, looks like u were right in guessin the reason behind my drinkin and excessive sleeping after all. Though i still cant figure out why any1 wants to get as high as often as u do.

When u're depressed, one has but to find happiness but I jus cant seem to find it(unlike some ppl eh)! Even bein in Kl last week didnt help as I had 15 hour sleeps. The food helped a lil though the same cant be said of the shopping. If only oversea restaurant delivers to singapore, now wun that be a peach. If ever one goes to KL, u DIE DIE MUST try the char siew at oversea. Best char siew I've had. So that leaves me still in search of my happiness. U can imagine how far away im frm it seeing that it's nowhere in sight. Im jealous. =X

Oh and this I gotta mention. Went to au jardin the other night and the main course, braised wagyu beef cheeks was sittin in front of me. The knife cut through it like it was hot butter and the moment the dish came into contact wit me taste buds, I smiled. As in seriosuly, I really smiled. I felt like an idiot for a split second but recovered to register that the dish was good enuff to warrant such a reaction. The same could not be said of the bill though.

Sian sian sian... still some time to go till mambo (my last one for sometime to come). Shall go knit a sweater and den make cards for all my close friends to let them know how much they mean to me. Or I can continue watchin the dvds I bought in KL. Hmmm tough choice. Maybe i shld jus go get meself a dog to play wit. Shall call it loo. Hahahaha.