Listening Ear

Well, informed my parents of my results last night and i must admit the talk they gave me knocked some sense into the prat that i sometimes am. The usual bitterness and dogmatism in me during lectures was nonexistent as the nous my dad showed in his assesment of me as a person was spot on. However if you must know, the bitterness did rear its head a lil when my mum chose to prattle, something which i knew was gonna happen. Having gone through the lecture i really wondered if i would disappoint my parents yet again the next time i get my results. Its all in my hands.

Now with so many things goin on in my life, its lil wonder that im experiencing a flush of emotions. Ebullient at times, yet down and out the next. Not like my lifestyle is anything near debauched but things can get so overwhelming at times that i somehow wished i was incarcerated without any1 to disturb me. And who(its a what in this instance) do i turn to? Why this blog of course. Funny how you can have such a wonderful bunch of friends surround you yet solace is seeked in the form of something inanimate.

Why den do i choose to do so, you fathom? I guess it all boils down to the fact that the blog does not judge. It wouldn't tell me how wrong im to think so negatively or direct a scathing attack at me for being mendacious. This is my world where i have but the lone and final say. Dun ferget, this thing is probably also the world's best "listener". I may come off sounding like there is a paucity of attention in my life but really, who do you know will listen to your thoughts for hours on end without a single complaint?

Day's events:
Shes been affecting me both emotionally and physically recently. Why why why why why? Ok groove coverage party is tomorrow night and im really lookin forward to it. Its gonna be real good. They have like the best songs la. 2nd theory lesson for driving was boring and i cant wait to start on pracs. Am i psyched up for tomorrow or what?!!