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Terrorists, a room full of em surrounding you. You are blindfolded and kneeling as you hear arabic being spoken, presumably the terms for your release. Now your fate lies in the ability of your government to adhere to those terms and how will you feel? Imagine answering to the highest echelons of your company for a mistake equivilent to your lifetimes salary. No, thats not all, add to that the possibility of death in as many ways possible as how many of the same top in different colours your gf owns and the uncertainty of it. Ah to hell with it, jus imagine being excecuted. Thats what happened to 2 Americans and a Sounth Korean recently and all ended up dead.

As i watched the news unfold, i thought to myself, what would i be thinking of if i were the one kneeling in their places.... Certainly, the cornerstone of many a life, religion, can't be left out. After all, what else can you turn to for help and salvation? Your friendly neighbourhood politician who has only 2 things on their mind, re election and monica lewinski and whom your fate happens to rest upon? My future lifestyle also came into consideration. Will i be cruisin pimp style in my custom built rolls and livin it up like a playa in a 20 bedroom penthouse complete with a haute couture only wadrobe or will i have to commute to work every freakin day in a bus and return to a humble 3 rm HDB flat i call home. The future missus was another thought. Hot bod, legs that never seem to end, eyes that you never get tired of gazing into and killa in bed?? Haha i'll be happy if i even manage to settle down. So the list goes on....

It suddenly struck me, reality in its full force. Yes those ppl deserve the deepest of sympathies but im an 18 year old tryin to cope with his studies and the typical teen problems, not some guy kidnapped for political reasons. What happens in the future will come eventually and its what i do with my life now that determines it. Wondering wun get ya anywhere, well maybe to road sweeping as an occupation but thats about it. Getting down to workin hard and makin sure you dun regret any of the things you have done sure is easier said than done but actually tryin it sure beats wondering. Having said that, it wun kill to make an exection once in a while though. Heh.

Oh and if you're readin this, remember the promise yeah. =)