too fast too soon
Valentine's day, schmalentine's day.... Love ain't in the air, its jus fuckin pollution. Feelin so "urgh-ish" now that desperate measures need to be taken, I need mindless shoutings to drown out my thoughts (think linkin park)!!!!!
For the first time in god knows how long, us guys(yan, come back!!) gathered fer a get together and to celebrate keef's bdae. I sat at the table enjoying the beer and under my constant cursings of Chelsea, surveyed the table surrounded by my closest friends and evaluated the change or lack of it in everyone of em. Certainly to be surrounded by your closest friends and chilling out is hard to beat but the atmosphere of our days in sec school wasn't there no more.
Chieh - The flesh was willing but the mind wasn't. Yes he was there, or was he? His mind was elsewhere the whole night. You tell me.
Jason - New and imrpoved upgraded version. Jason v.2, as amusing as ever but with an add on - a gf.
Keef - Hmmm, ok my brain drew a blank. Teasing laaaaa. Now stronger, smarter and bigger than ever, albit with a lose tooth, Keef's da man. Hes probably one of the most steady among us, always game and never sane.
Joe - In my opinion, the one that drifted the most from the group. I somehow feel that Joe is going through so much and yet hes telling so lil, almost nothing. We've probably been relegated to jus casual friends, takin a backseat in his new life, but we're still here fer ya Joe.
There we were, playing cards when the thought suddenly came to my mind again. I've slightly more than a year left as a teen. Too fast..... Too fast......
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Chieh, wonder if you're even reading this but here goes:
I really dun have any idea how to get through to ya anymore. You're so caught up that you wun even stop for a moment and take into consideration my advice to you. No matter good or bad the advice, agree or disagree, the least I expect from ya to is to at least give consideration. I'm not against it jus fer fun my friend, you went so fast I hardly had the time to take it all in. What can happen at the most? Ya'll end it and just get on with ya lives. True, no bigggy, but thats not what I'm bothered about. What happens the next time and the time after next? You gonna go through all of em the same way eh. You say jump first and come NS, see how. I think, slow down and come NS den decide on the next step. Wun kill you to wait jus that couple of months will it? In any case, I've said my peace and the ball is in your court. Hope you do manage to prove me wrong my friend, I really do.

2 Comments:
id hate 2 think the band of us has degenerated as such.
you and me again lewis. all back to you and me.
and keef.
you got that right. whats more you're in london. keef, relying on ya now lehz.
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